Hari Raya!

Tomorrow is Hari Raya. Yeah...right. I'm not excited for it. Even before the passing of my grandfather, I don't feel like celebrating. So, no new clothes for me. I'm reusing my old ones. However, I do love to weave 'ketupat'. So fun! Hahaha.

Love the song New Classic. Makes me want to dance. Hahaha.









PYT.

Hibernating?

Trying to stay way from internet. Which leave me uncontactable. I broke my phone ironically on the day my grandfather passed away. 2 whole weeks of no human contact. Hahaha. So, the only way to contact me is to e-mail me or catch me on msn. I don't miss my phone much though.

I have create some sort of routine for my day. Which is boring. I'm feeling guilty right now. And unmotivated. Haiz.

Well until something interesting crop up, bye!









Goodbye good times.

There he goes...

I always wonder how would I feel when someone close pass away. Now I know. The feeling of sorrow when thinking how he wouldn't be here in the future.

My grandfather passed away last Saturday. At around 12.30 in the morning. It was sudden. There I was, watching videos on this very laptop, when I heard my grandmother shouted for my sister. Although she called my sister, something, maybe the desperation in my grandmother's voice, made me go to her. What I saw was my grandfather leaning against the door. It's scares me when I can't feel his pulse. I already suspected he was gone by then. I think my grandmother too. Yet, I cling on to this hope that he was still alive, breathing. Ambulance came and take him away. I thought there was hope but was dashed when the doctor confirmed it.

My whole family was here. Unfortunately, my uncle can't make in time for the burial as he have to fly all the way from Jeddah. It was surreal somehow. From time to time, I have to tell myself that Atuk is really gone. I always thought that when this happens, the family will be full with sorrow. Yet, admidst tears, there was laughter. It feels as if it was a family gathering. The difference is that Atuk was not here and it is Ramadhan, the fasting month.

Right now, I feel sad but mostly glad. Sad that Atuk is not here anymore but glad that I manage to spend some time with him. Glad that he does not suffer much when his life is taken away. Glad that he went during the blessed month of Ramadhan

Goodbye Atuk. I miss you.

Say what you want to say before it's too late.

Korean Entertainment

Lately, about a few months now, I'm hooked on korean dramas, shows and music. This makes me rethink my resolve to take up mandarin. Maybe I should take korean first? Hahaha. Anyway, I found these at Youtube(where else?) and I thought I might share it.


Hey, Mr Big by Lee Hyori



Whenever I listen to this, I feel like dancing. Hahaha. This song basically meant for the men to have more courage.


Haru Haru by Big Bang



This need some explaination. The guy was heart-broken because the girl distanced herself from him and found out she was with another guy which is unfortunately his friend. He was angry. However, thinking that the girl does not loves him anymore and she loves his friend, he wanted to give her up. However, he hesitates because the girl does not seem happy with his friend. Finally, he found that the girl and his friend was lying to him and the girl was actually ill. The sad part is that the girl die at the end. On a lighter note, I must say this group of boys know how to act. They look convincing. Hahaha.

I want to thank all the people who have been subbing the shows, movies, dramas amd music for all the languages. If not for them, I have no clue what people are saying. Thank You!








Haru Haru.

One Full Circle

Wake up.

Bath.

Eat.

Play computer.

Sleep.

Repeat.

I AM such a lazy bum. I swear I gain some weight due to my 'inactiveness' for the past few days. (I weigh myself) Hahaha. Some will say I have no life. Which is true. I am bored to tears. I'm struck in the house because I have to help out(see below post) since I AM the ONLY one that is free.(Blame the school holidays!!) I don't really mind helping out, in fact it is kind ofto help of a must to help out, but there is nothing to do in the house. It also does not help that I'm kind off alone in th house. Imagine my boredom. Haiz.

So, I have been spending my time....watching KOREAN MOVIES! Hahaha. I recommend Le Grand Chef. Very tear-jerking. At least for me. Sob.Sob. And I LOVE to watch them cook. very mouth-watering.

Looking forward to next week. There are more activities next week. Hahaha.

Nur Aliah. Hmm...

More BABIES!!!

School are now over. Holiday is here! Hahaha.

Related to the title....
I officially declared that I have a NEW BABY SISTER at estimated time 0f 12pm on 24 of August 2008. Yup. It is a girl.

I have now have 11 siblings. Enough to be a soccer team. With a coach and team manager roles taken by my dad and stepmum. Hahaha.







Ahhh!!!!! ELEVEN!!!

Slacking....

I’m so sorry that it is been a loooong time since I have update. I’m just plain lazy and no mood to update. For the past weeks, I have been slacking away waiting for the examination period as I don’t have to attend most lessons anymore. And I really mean it when I say I’m slacking when I should be studying for my exams. Friday was microeconomics exam and I only start studying the night before! HAHAHA. Talk about crazy. The blame should be push to my cousin. She and her horror movies. =+ I was waiting for desperation to set in but it is nowhere in sight. I finally manage to force myself to study a few chapters. I envy RP people. No exams. They only have understanding test. (WTH?!). HAHAX.


Yesterday was awesome. I enjoy myself. After quite sometime I don't meet my friends. All of us was there to celebrate Yani's birthday. Happy Birthday Yani! Actually, her birthday is on the 2oth August. So, consider early celebration since most of us is not free on the day itself. >.<>_<>

Moving to another matter, the 1 million question: What is round, round and all round? Actually my brother says it first. So, consider it copyright. HAHAHA. The reason for taking a long time to answer the question is I want to include picture. Seeing that my blog is evidently lacking in that department (and more), it is no surprise it took a long time. So, this is it. The answer is.....

BABIES!!!

SOO CUTE!! =)

But the one I'm really talking about is...

AKMAL!! LOL!! I know it is kind off lame but he is really round. Soooo chubby!! My baobei!! Hehehe. That's my dad at the background and the yougest sister, Aiman at the right in the first picture. Sorry for the blurry pictures. Akmal is so active. He cannot sit still for more than 10 seconds. =)

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