Orchard Road...

I went Orchard Road yesterday...Suppose to check out a few roadshow...Turns out there is nothing interesting. Well, it just an excuse to go out anyway. I don't want to stay home and face my laptop all day.(I need a life!) I was searching for a job too. I desperately broke and I owed my sister lots of money. I have to pay her back. I hate to depend on others and even more when they rub it in your face. What I need is a break. As in a job. A waitress job that between my school and home and at least $4 per hour. Is that too much to ask? (sigh)

Today was the sudden outburst day. Why? My dad came bursting in my(and my sisters) room and began his verbal assault. It was so sudden. One minute I was busy doing my work and the next minute there he was. As usually, I tuned him out although his focus was on my sister(thank god for that!). But his words do get to me and cause me to do some thinking. Which, to be truthful, scares me. The question in my head...when I will go it, how will I do it and am I be able to do it? Allah...lead me to the correct path...and help me to stay there...





How is my life going to turn out? I don't want to be someone who succeeds in life but a failure in death. I don't want the world to end during my period of life.