Show me the money...

I'm broke! It is the truth. Currently, I only have $1 in my wallet. I'm fine with that except that I need to pay $8 by Wednesday for the grooming workshop. So, where am I suppose to get the money? Plus, there is still future workshops to worry about. Also, TAS is organizing another trip. It should be around $70. On top of that, there is also this training course that costs $300!! Even if I pay by installments which is $50 per month, I can't make it. My monthly allowance is like $80 per month. S0, I only have $30 to last a month. It is like having $1.50 each day. Nowadays, all I can think about is money. I know people would say that don't go for the trip or course. But if I don't go for the trip, what is the point of joining TAS? And if I don't go for the course, I will forever be just another member instead of one of the leaders.

I'm swarmed with numbers. I think about this almost everyday if not everyday. Maybe, I should get a job. But, if I took the course, where am I suppose to find the time to work? Actually, this problem is not new. When I decided to take swimming for S&W, I have to forked out about $80 to buy the swimming costume and goggles. I still owed my sister the money. Honestly, my father should have pay for it but I didn't ask him. I don't even think he knows I took swimming. He complained when I asked him money to top-up my ez-link and ask me to work like my sister. My sister mostly paid her daily expenses with the money she earned. Although I applauded her, I want to enjoy my poly life. However, I feel guilty every time I have to borrow from my sister. It is her money and there is no guarantee when I can pay her back. I never really ask for anything. Is it impossible for me to get this?


I concluded I need to take drastic plan of action:

1. I will not eat outside. Pack lunch or starve. No more KFC. (Bread, bread and more bread.)
2. Help out in any school events that offers money
3. Work harder.

Jia You! Go me!




Maybe now I can lost some weight. Haha.