ITB

ITB is draining my brain cells.

I have a headache now.

Why do I have to take ITB?

WHY?!

I'm damn stress now.

On the positive note, tommorrow is the last paper.

YEAH!!

Job is still nowhere in sight.

Not that I'm looking for it.

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Tomorrow.

Work!

I asked for a job vacancy at THREE places today at Causeway Point with my sister. That took a huge chunk of courage to ask. Blame it on my little experience of ASKING FOR a job and my phobia of philippines supervisors/managers albeit the bad encounter only happen twice. This is NOT a discrimination to philippines people because I meet some nice one. May I highlight the supervisor/manager part. That phobia of mine is like my phobia of pineapples. I have this fear that if I eat the pineapple I will feel the sting in my tongue. I don't even know if it hapens to me before or I was scared by my sister's experience. (She experienced the sting before.) It's been years and only recently I got the courage to eat it. Hahaha.

Ok. Back to the topic. First, I asked Seoul Garden. After a few minutes of loitering outside the shop, I steeled myself and ask the supervisor if they is a job vacancy. She straighted away say no and didn't even look at me. She was doing something else. == The best part? She is a philippines. Of all luck. Ne ver mind that. I was just really annoyed that she didn't even look at me. I mean what if I'm a customer? It will be so rude.

Then, I asked Breeks, which unfortunately, is under the same management with Seoul Garden which means no job. =( Next, come Swensens. Still a no. Sigh. My spirit was dampened. Then, there was Siam Kitchen. I was comtemplating whether to ask. I wasn't sure they accept part-timers. Futhermore, I doesn't look like any students work there. Walk a circle around the escalator to muster my courage again. Then, my sister HAVE to mention that there was a philippines worker there. In the end, I chickened out.

So, I left Causeway Point just like how I was when I came in. JOBLESS.I almost desperate enough to ask from Pizza Hut.And I DO NOT want to work there. First, the pay is sucky. Second, my first two sister and brother worked there before. Laastly, I said before that I won't EVER worked there. I DO NOT want to eat my words. I'm stubborn that way. Hahaha.















Eyecandy was late. =(

Continued...

I proscrinate long enough...Here the pics...




From clockwise,

Leatherwood Honey Panna Cotta
blood orange compote,

Sashimi Of Ocean Trout
sesame wafu dressing,


Seared Seabass
coriander mash & spring vegetables
in a seafood broth.


Field Mushroom Soup
truffle oil,


Passionfruit Sorbet,


Slow Braised Lamb Shank
pappardelle, crispy eggplant


We suppose to choose either the fish of the lamb. I took the lamb. =)
And did I mention the dessert is delicious?
























Eye candy.

Dining Workshop

As the title indicated, I had my dining workshop today. Have to skip BSTATS lecture though, the workshop clashes with the lecture. This is what happen when your timetable clashes with your class. =( Hope I can catch up.

Back to the topic, I learn quite a few things; the table settings, the different types of utensils, how to de-shell a prawn, etc. Safe to say, if I eat at a posh restaurant, I know which fork or spoon to use. Hahaha.Then, we have like lunch cum dinner. 5 courses. Out of these courses, I only find 2 courses that is nice which is the dessert and the main course. I love the dessert. YumYum. Thank god for the dessert. If not, $55 just went into the drain. I promise to upload pics of the meal.(Since I got a hp with camera, albeit it is pass down for my uncle).

Finally, common test is in 2 weeks time. Then, it is holiday. And I haven't found a job yet. AHH!!! *panics*













It's okay.

An Introduction

I took some pictures of all my lil brothers and sisters. So I thought maybe I can introduce them one by one.

The first up will be Md. Bashrul Hafi. Age: 10. The cheeky one.




Second is Md. Izzuddeen. Age: 8. The obedient one and will break a lot of girls' heart.



The third is Syablani. Age: 7. The pretty one. (She trying to smile without showing her two missing front teeth. Hehehe)




Next is Ummu Aiman. Age: 4. The naughty one but super cute.




The fifth is Md Akmal I'bad. Age: Turning 2. The even super cute one. My sweetheart.<3>



Last but not the least, Nur Aliah. Age: 2 months plus. The ultimately cute one. And my second sweetheart. <3<3>



Well, that's all. This doesn't even include my older brothers and sisters. Well, they are not as interesting(AND cute!) as this bunch. As you can see, I already got 2 sweetheart. Not sure got room for another one. Hahaha.










Or is there?

STRESS!

I have been driven crazy by projects one after another. For this whole semester, I have to do about 7 projects. Fortunately and thankful, not all the deadlines clash and some are minor projects. Still, that's a lot of project. I currently rushing for 1 project deadline. After that, there still another project. Sigh.

What really driving me insane is ITB. IT in Business. I'm definitely not an IT person and we were asked to source out for internet providers, how to create a webpage and database. The question I want to ask is why are we even learning ITB? I understand that we migh have to make a website in the future but why we need to know what is CPU, RAM, LAN, WAN, etc.? They going to test us on this.

So I'm pretty much stress out now. Physically and mentally tired. I still have to think of tutorials. And finding a job. How am I going to work if I'm will be loaded with projects??

On a happier note, I meet up with my pals last wednesday to celebrate Syafiqah's birthday. I'm happy and proud of myself for personally make Syafiqah's present. It was my first fininshed attempt at cross-stitching. I finished the present in record speed so that I can make it in time. Syafiqah was happy with it although it wasn't really that nice. Here's the pic:

Pretty? Hehehe.

Aja! Aja!

MIA

Missing in action for too long...

Being busy this pass few weeks...

The new sem is more intense than the last sem.

Anyway, for this whole week, in conjuction with the K-POP festival, a K-POP contest is held. Contestants can sing, dance or do both. I was supporting one group of girls last weekend and the weekend before that. They were from Big Bang's fan club. In other words, I'm kind of in the fan club too? Hahaha.

The girls were singing AND dancing to Big Bang's songs. My throat was sore by the end of the day from all that screaming. What is interesting is that we chant fan chants for Big Bang's songs although I'm not sure if we have fan chants for ALL of Big Bang's songs. It was a fun weekend and the girls won the the 3rd place and is the best group in terms of ranking. I was hoping they get 1st place. Oh well, you can't get everything.

Here are the video clips of the performance. The first video is the semis and the second is the final. I thought the semis performance are better than the final. because they were better prepared for the semis. They have 1 week to prepared for both semis and finals because it was held consecutively on last Saturday and Sunday. Tell me what you think. =) Btw, the loud screaming voices are from the bunch of us. HAHAHA!

B to the I to the BANG! BANG!

Rain-Love Story

Another Korean music video. The MV is a little bit confusing. But the song is nice and meaningful. =)




Umm...the video is kind of small. If you want to watch it more clearly, you can enlarge or click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBzNwzuxe0A












Saranghae.

Start of New Semester

I came to school 2 hours early. Haha. As I thought, no tutorials on the first week. Currently killing my time doing random stuff.

In a way I'm glad the school is starting. At least I get to go out and have a change of activities in my life. "looking forward" for a particular lecture today. Hahaha.

No hand phone. Communication with me have go back to almost to a zilch. reminds me of my no-hand phone period. Hahaha. I have to wait until December to get a "new" hand phone. Haiz...

And for the third time, I approached and somewhat preached(?) about Christianity. Maybe I should stop sitting alone. They said because it is important that I was approached three times. I said maybe Allah is trying to remind me of what is important. The problem is where to start?
















Past. Present. Future. Yeah right.

=+

The camp left me speechless.

All I can say it is different from all the camp I went so far.

School starting soon and I don't know what to expect.

New semester, new class.

I'm feeling a sense of apprehension.

Again and again the questions pops up in my head.

I don't know what to do.

I'm stuck.

Not knowing whether to move forward or retrace my steps.

*sigh*

Yet and yet again what I imagine is different from the reality.

Maybe it's too far-fetched?

*shrugged*

Why?

Away for Camp

So I off to camp for 3 days. Starting from Monday to Wednesday. Almost finished packing. Just a few thigs to pack before going in the morning. Truthfully, I don't know much about the camp since I miss the briefing. But I know it is compulsory so details don't matter, I still have to go. I think it's somewhere in Changi. A friend mention it. Which might be a little bit of trouble. Being a place wwith lots of stories. Bad ones. Oh well. Just wait and see.

I'm a little bit excited about the camp. Since I do like camps. Camps are fun! Hahaha. I really should be sleeping. Since I suppose to report at 7.30 in the morning. Oh well. I'm off. Don't miss me too much. (?!) Hahaha.









=/

Hari Raya!

Tomorrow is Hari Raya. Yeah...right. I'm not excited for it. Even before the passing of my grandfather, I don't feel like celebrating. So, no new clothes for me. I'm reusing my old ones. However, I do love to weave 'ketupat'. So fun! Hahaha.

Love the song New Classic. Makes me want to dance. Hahaha.









PYT.

Hibernating?

Trying to stay way from internet. Which leave me uncontactable. I broke my phone ironically on the day my grandfather passed away. 2 whole weeks of no human contact. Hahaha. So, the only way to contact me is to e-mail me or catch me on msn. I don't miss my phone much though.

I have create some sort of routine for my day. Which is boring. I'm feeling guilty right now. And unmotivated. Haiz.

Well until something interesting crop up, bye!









Goodbye good times.

There he goes...

I always wonder how would I feel when someone close pass away. Now I know. The feeling of sorrow when thinking how he wouldn't be here in the future.

My grandfather passed away last Saturday. At around 12.30 in the morning. It was sudden. There I was, watching videos on this very laptop, when I heard my grandmother shouted for my sister. Although she called my sister, something, maybe the desperation in my grandmother's voice, made me go to her. What I saw was my grandfather leaning against the door. It's scares me when I can't feel his pulse. I already suspected he was gone by then. I think my grandmother too. Yet, I cling on to this hope that he was still alive, breathing. Ambulance came and take him away. I thought there was hope but was dashed when the doctor confirmed it.

My whole family was here. Unfortunately, my uncle can't make in time for the burial as he have to fly all the way from Jeddah. It was surreal somehow. From time to time, I have to tell myself that Atuk is really gone. I always thought that when this happens, the family will be full with sorrow. Yet, admidst tears, there was laughter. It feels as if it was a family gathering. The difference is that Atuk was not here and it is Ramadhan, the fasting month.

Right now, I feel sad but mostly glad. Sad that Atuk is not here anymore but glad that I manage to spend some time with him. Glad that he does not suffer much when his life is taken away. Glad that he went during the blessed month of Ramadhan

Goodbye Atuk. I miss you.

Say what you want to say before it's too late.

Korean Entertainment

Lately, about a few months now, I'm hooked on korean dramas, shows and music. This makes me rethink my resolve to take up mandarin. Maybe I should take korean first? Hahaha. Anyway, I found these at Youtube(where else?) and I thought I might share it.


Hey, Mr Big by Lee Hyori



Whenever I listen to this, I feel like dancing. Hahaha. This song basically meant for the men to have more courage.


Haru Haru by Big Bang



This need some explaination. The guy was heart-broken because the girl distanced herself from him and found out she was with another guy which is unfortunately his friend. He was angry. However, thinking that the girl does not loves him anymore and she loves his friend, he wanted to give her up. However, he hesitates because the girl does not seem happy with his friend. Finally, he found that the girl and his friend was lying to him and the girl was actually ill. The sad part is that the girl die at the end. On a lighter note, I must say this group of boys know how to act. They look convincing. Hahaha.

I want to thank all the people who have been subbing the shows, movies, dramas amd music for all the languages. If not for them, I have no clue what people are saying. Thank You!








Haru Haru.

One Full Circle

Wake up.

Bath.

Eat.

Play computer.

Sleep.

Repeat.

I AM such a lazy bum. I swear I gain some weight due to my 'inactiveness' for the past few days. (I weigh myself) Hahaha. Some will say I have no life. Which is true. I am bored to tears. I'm struck in the house because I have to help out(see below post) since I AM the ONLY one that is free.(Blame the school holidays!!) I don't really mind helping out, in fact it is kind ofto help of a must to help out, but there is nothing to do in the house. It also does not help that I'm kind off alone in th house. Imagine my boredom. Haiz.

So, I have been spending my time....watching KOREAN MOVIES! Hahaha. I recommend Le Grand Chef. Very tear-jerking. At least for me. Sob.Sob. And I LOVE to watch them cook. very mouth-watering.

Looking forward to next week. There are more activities next week. Hahaha.

Nur Aliah. Hmm...

More BABIES!!!

School are now over. Holiday is here! Hahaha.

Related to the title....
I officially declared that I have a NEW BABY SISTER at estimated time 0f 12pm on 24 of August 2008. Yup. It is a girl.

I have now have 11 siblings. Enough to be a soccer team. With a coach and team manager roles taken by my dad and stepmum. Hahaha.







Ahhh!!!!! ELEVEN!!!

Slacking....

I’m so sorry that it is been a loooong time since I have update. I’m just plain lazy and no mood to update. For the past weeks, I have been slacking away waiting for the examination period as I don’t have to attend most lessons anymore. And I really mean it when I say I’m slacking when I should be studying for my exams. Friday was microeconomics exam and I only start studying the night before! HAHAHA. Talk about crazy. The blame should be push to my cousin. She and her horror movies. =+ I was waiting for desperation to set in but it is nowhere in sight. I finally manage to force myself to study a few chapters. I envy RP people. No exams. They only have understanding test. (WTH?!). HAHAX.


Yesterday was awesome. I enjoy myself. After quite sometime I don't meet my friends. All of us was there to celebrate Yani's birthday. Happy Birthday Yani! Actually, her birthday is on the 2oth August. So, consider early celebration since most of us is not free on the day itself. >.<>_<>

Moving to another matter, the 1 million question: What is round, round and all round? Actually my brother says it first. So, consider it copyright. HAHAHA. The reason for taking a long time to answer the question is I want to include picture. Seeing that my blog is evidently lacking in that department (and more), it is no surprise it took a long time. So, this is it. The answer is.....

BABIES!!!

SOO CUTE!! =)

But the one I'm really talking about is...

AKMAL!! LOL!! I know it is kind off lame but he is really round. Soooo chubby!! My baobei!! Hehehe. That's my dad at the background and the yougest sister, Aiman at the right in the first picture. Sorry for the blurry pictures. Akmal is so active. He cannot sit still for more than 10 seconds. =)

-_-

In this world...

Why people so mean? And why do they judge others unfairly? They don't even know me. Or even try too. And maybe I didn't try too. I understand what you mean, Serene.



The question I want to ask is it just me or is it them? Maybe it is both of us?






Now, will you realize?!

Parents' Forum Day

Today I help out at the Parents' Forum Day. Mainly, I did it for the money because I was really in a tight budget. But, I won't mind doing it again next year. I was suppose to be among the *SPECIALLY* selected people. Me? Specially selected? HAHAHA. When I find out that I will be a bus guide and commentating, I was a little bit shock. I have to talk to a bus full of people about the school. I don't even know much about NP. However, it is not as scary as I thought. It is kind of fun too. In fact, someone comment I can be a good bus guide in the future. I feel myself expanding. LOL!

Next week will be a little slack. My lessons have mostly ended. Waiting for the exam period and of course, REVISION! I cannot wait for school to be over!

And if you want to know what is round, round and all round, TAG ME! =)

I fake a smile so they won't see.=)

Erm...

I'm really lazy to update. So, I do a short one.

Saturday was eventful. Some people just don't have a life. All in all, it was fun. Thanks guys. :)

Sunday, in other hand, is uneventful.

And for the last 4 days, except for Wednesday, I have been skipping lessons. Just the lesson in the morning. I was tired to wake up so early. But, it is mostly lectures. So, i didn't miss anything much. I will be glad when the semester is over. However, it means EXAM time.

Tomorrow, there is no TAS again. Life is a bore. Haiz...At least, my sister don't have anything on....I think.

I think I getting fitter because of TASIC 20 although it is only been 2 PTs. Haha. That is what I'm doing now. Waiting for the PTs to start. Cya!

P.S: What is round, round and all round?

TASIC 20

They say we, as in the TASIC 20 participants, cannot divulge the details. It suppose to be confidential. A lot people know TASIC but not what it is about. We did PT today. Two words: crazy fun. I love to give details but I can't. There are spies everywhere. LOL. Looking forward for more. =)

Unfortunately, there is no TAS tomorrow. They are going overnight cycling. How fun is that?! But I would not be going. ='( My sister got something on and I don't think DADDY will let me go alone.=/. So, tomorrow, I will be going home straight. It will be boring. *Sigh*


Lonely. I'm miss Lonely.

YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!

At this point of time, I'm delirious. I'm happy. I'm excited. I'm on cloud nine. I'm jumping with joy. I...ran out of words to describe. Hahaha. Why am I so happy about? There are three reasons.

1. I have a great time last weekend. We are having a family chalet and I was gorging myself with food. Just kidding! Anyway, my brother, sisters and cousins wanted to do something before heading home. We went to Downtown East to play bowling but it's full. We went searching for pool but there isn't any. Then, we went Bedok via Tampines and finally to Parkway Parade. There, we play pool. For me, it is my first and it was super fun! I want to do it again. Anyone want to take up the offer? Hahaha.

2. I completed my ITR project. After weeks of stressing, it is finally over. However, I did not contribute much so there are some lingering regrets. Unfortunately, I can't rewind the past so the only thing to do is to look forward.

3. Finally, the MAIN reason is that I made it into TASIC. I can't divulge the details. Just know TASIC is course. I thought I would not made it into TASIC but I did. So...YEAH! Hahaha. Looking forward to it. Next meeting is this Thursday....

All the best to me. Exam is nearing...

Lingering regrets.

Sichuan Earthquake

I got this from my friend through e-mail. I can't help myself but cry when I read it. These are the touching stories about unbelievable things human are capable of doing:

The Amazing Sacrifice a Teacher did for his pupils.

The Sacrifice of a Father for his duty for the public.

The Gift of Life.

The Power of Mother Love.

The Value of Life.

The Courage of a Boy and how a Sense of Humour goes a long way.

And finally, the Strength of Human Willpower.

It is great to know there are such people in this world. Unfortunately, it took a disaster to make us realize this. Appreciate what we have. It is not going to last forever. Click the comic for better view.

Together, we will be a better place. Maybe.

A Busy Week

I was sooo busy for the past few days:

Monday


Business statistics test...again...


'NAFTA' test for TASIC...except that they replace incline pull-up to MEN pull-up and standing board jump to push-up. I did none for the first and only 1 for the second. My excuse for the second one is that they want STANDARD push-up. The one where you have to almost kiss the floor and I barely do 5 for the non-standard one. Haha


Tuesday



Skipped school. I was sooo tired from the NAFTA test. My sister and I got back at around 10 plus. My body was sore all over.



Wednesday

Went for the only lesson of the day. Microeconomics tutorial. Almost half the class did not attend. Then, I went for 2 project meetings. ITR and CATS. Went back to aunt's house to teach cousin for PSLE. Slept at around 3.30 in the morning. Finishing the ITR project.

Thursday

FMM quiz that I didn't study for. Barely know how to answer half the questions. ITR deadline. We barely make the deadline. We send soft copy on the dot at 5pm and the hard copy 2 hours late at almost 7pm. Even then, it is not fully completed. *Sigh*At least it is over. Oh, and a bizarre thing happen to me. I was approached by this 2 women and asked whether did anybody talk about Christianity to me before. ?! I was raising my eyebrows. These 2 women are basically trying to convert me to become christian. No offence intended to the Christians. I'm a Muslim and will always be.

Friday

Finally, Friday. TGIF!! My favourite day of the week. There is SWIMMING! and TAS! Not coincidentally, I'm did not see any of my classmates on this day. I looove Friday! Hahaha.

So...this is pretty much what happen.

I hope I get into TASIC. Have to wait until next Tuesday to know the result. Next TAS meeting will be Round Island Cycling Expedition(RICE). We will be cycling overnight. IF my father give permission me. *sigh*. He already refuse to let me go for the Mt Stong trip.

On final note, tomorrow, or should I say today, I'm going family chalet. Can't wait for the barbecue. I'm going to gorge myself. Hahaha. It will be fun! I hope.



TAS rocks my life!

I PASSED!! I PASSED!!

I finally got my business statistic result after more than a 3 weeks wait. I got 32 out of 50. I was sooo relieved. I was so scared of failing after the tutor told my class that there was 1 failure. In the end, we found out that no one failed. Wth, right? That said, I'm still disappointed because I got C. Haiz...And I didn't get to see the paper. So, I don't know what I did wrong or what I did right. Looks like I have to study everything for next Monday test.

I also decided I will take up the TASIC course. It is so interesting. I 'm more excited about backpacking, water confidence jungle survival skill and sports climbing but I felt kayaking is somehow redundant for me since I have certificates on star 1 and 2. However, it been more than 2 years since I kayak. Haha. Overall, I found it to be quite worth it. So, I decided to join. I will figure out a way to pay the $300 fee.

Lastly, I got my pictures of the photo shoot during the grooming workshop. I must say I looked ROUND. Haha. Not really flattering.







I feel lonely.

Keeping mum...

I know they are talking about me. It feel so uncomfortable being around them. They might think I don't understand Chinese but I do. I'm certain they talking about me and I don't think it is something good. I know that I am to blame. So, if they want to talk, let them talk. But at least, don't talk in front of my face. My work might be bad but your lack of consideration is even worse. Others can do it, why not you? Now, I'm hating myself for not speaking up. Coward. I hope they read this.



Speak in ENGLISH!! There is 5 members. Not 4.

Show me the money...

I'm broke! It is the truth. Currently, I only have $1 in my wallet. I'm fine with that except that I need to pay $8 by Wednesday for the grooming workshop. So, where am I suppose to get the money? Plus, there is still future workshops to worry about. Also, TAS is organizing another trip. It should be around $70. On top of that, there is also this training course that costs $300!! Even if I pay by installments which is $50 per month, I can't make it. My monthly allowance is like $80 per month. S0, I only have $30 to last a month. It is like having $1.50 each day. Nowadays, all I can think about is money. I know people would say that don't go for the trip or course. But if I don't go for the trip, what is the point of joining TAS? And if I don't go for the course, I will forever be just another member instead of one of the leaders.

I'm swarmed with numbers. I think about this almost everyday if not everyday. Maybe, I should get a job. But, if I took the course, where am I suppose to find the time to work? Actually, this problem is not new. When I decided to take swimming for S&W, I have to forked out about $80 to buy the swimming costume and goggles. I still owed my sister the money. Honestly, my father should have pay for it but I didn't ask him. I don't even think he knows I took swimming. He complained when I asked him money to top-up my ez-link and ask me to work like my sister. My sister mostly paid her daily expenses with the money she earned. Although I applauded her, I want to enjoy my poly life. However, I feel guilty every time I have to borrow from my sister. It is her money and there is no guarantee when I can pay her back. I never really ask for anything. Is it impossible for me to get this?


I concluded I need to take drastic plan of action:

1. I will not eat outside. Pack lunch or starve. No more KFC. (Bread, bread and more bread.)
2. Help out in any school events that offers money
3. Work harder.

Jia You! Go me!




Maybe now I can lost some weight. Haha.

Hello...

I added a new song. It is a chinese song. Tong Hua by Gua Liang. Some may recognized as Aliff Aziz's song; Arjuna Cinta. Arjuna Cinta was adapted from the chinese version. I absolutely loved this song from way back. Can't remember when. I always been humming the tune. Unfortunately, at that point of time, I have no idea who sang it and what is the title. So, thanks to Aliff Aziz, I now know the song. Yeah! I purposely took the piona version. So sing along in chinese or malay version. Enjoy. Haha.



I'm a walking zombie.

Today is tuesday...

I was late again today. Woke up at 8 in the morning. School start at 9. Took half an hour to get ready and rushed off to school. Reached school at 9.30. Then, I found out that class was cancelled. I was so lucky. Hahaha. Then, my whole class went canteen 1 to sit down and wait for the next lesson. And Surprise, Surprise! We bought a birthday cake for the June babies which is Chia Yin and Ellis. Ellis's birthday was in fact today itself. Created quite a commotion in the canteen. Hahaha. Each of us wrote something for Ellis. Then, the rest is history(not important).

And referring to the late-coming, I just want to say I am a HABITUAL LATECOMER. Hahaha. I just have difficulty waking up in the morning. But that is my fault. Who ask me to sleep late the night before? Hahaha.

Who? Me? Hahaha.

Starting Of School Day....

....Not! I skipped school today. No motivation to go school. Plus my sister is sick. So, I ''keep her company''. Haha. Anyway, my classmate informed me that generally our class did well for BSTATS test. But 1 failed. I feel like my heart drop into my stomach. 1 failure?! Damn. What are the chances? 1 out of 20. But my classmates are mostly got 1 digit points for their 'O' levels AND they are the hardworking type. Which, I may add, I'm not. ITR is gone. Don't tell me BSTATS is gone too? Plus there is another test coming. 7 July. Not an open-book test. I'm dead meat. Oh well, good luck to me.


All is not yet lost.

Last day of holidays...

The title says it all. I don't actually mind going to school. Just the fact that there is assignments and projects to do. I have issues with time management. I will figure something out. Somehow. Haha.

On a sad note, my grandfather's eldest sister(Nek Long) passed away yesterday around 3p.m. It was not really surprising as she was quite old. Around 80 plus. Truthfully, I was not really affected. Afterall, I only met her a couple of times as she lived in Melaka. But, this makes me think of my great grandmother(Nek Yang). My grandfather's mother. She is more than 100 years old and is still living. How should I put this? I empathised with her. It is hard for her to see her children passed away before her. Or even her grandchildren and great grandchildren. As she gets older, she lost more and more of her loved ones. Futhernore, it is difficult to find someone to take care of her. This is how life is so unpredicteable.


Maybe tomorrow will be different. Maybe.

I'm back!!

Just got back from Rashilah"s family chalet. So, wth am I doing there? Being a busybody. Haha. Actually, Rashilah insisted that I have to go. She even go to the extend of asking her mother to call my father. That shows how badly she wants me there. *gloating* Haha.

Anyway, the outing was super fun. It was a great bonding time with rashilah and I get to know Rashilah's family more. Her family is very friendly and it does not take me long for me to be comfortable with them. The food was delicious and plenty. I think I just gain the weight that I painstakingly trying to lost for the past 2 months. Haha.

I also went swimming in the swimming pool. Super shiok. After 2 weeks, I need to practice my swimming before it gets rusty. Speaking of which, I determined to know how to swim freestyle so that I can gladly and finally say I can swim! There is this wish of mine to jump into the water without inhibitions. Until the day come...

Oh, I also sleepover Rashilah's house. Pretty weird. First time sleeping over a friend's house. One on one talk with Rashilah. Since she don't have any weird sleeping habits, Let's do it again another time. Haha.

Unfortunately, I don't have any pictures to show. Or any kind of pictures. Which shows that I'm not really into picture taking. And the fact that I don't have any camera. But I will try to put my picture. Somehow. Haha. See you soon.


Damn it. Just want to say that. Haha.